Sometimes I want to sleep like to never have to wake up again. And I want to fly to the lands of the scars of all those lives I had touched. I want to leave this place for some time. While regaining my lost possessions, I want to listen to the cries of people. The... Continue Reading →
Secrets of My Diary: #31 Kindness matters
There are two lives that we live within our own body: one that expresses our goodness to ourselves alone; and the other that compels us to express our goodness to people. The former is something that we fail to amplify most of the times because we so much feel low about ourselves that we desire... Continue Reading →
Feels of My Feelings
And in the end, we just refuse to accept and believe even the most obvious. Feel my feelings, if you can.
Feels of My Independence
As a little kid, I knew Independence Day as participating in an event in any cultural programme at school. I would put on the well varnished white attires that I had especially prepared from about a week ago or so only for this day; and an Indian flag badge just at the helm of... Continue Reading →
Feels of My Soul
And unlike many other people in this world. I am still awake by this part of the night bewildered and baffled by the numerous mystified 'ifs' and 'whys' to comfort my dismayed soul. I am not sad upon why the other multitudes are gathering their conscience in their sleep. I don't even care about being... Continue Reading →
Feels of My Eyes
The way those eyes look I am constantly trying to act very gentle without the use of emoticons. I try my hardest to lubricate innocence from my eyes and end up batting the corner of my eyes to people with a draining look. Sometimes I am a begone narcissist. And until today, even I have not... Continue Reading →
Feels of My Instinct
There's a reason my instinct never allows my heart to feel low about things that ain't true. There's a reason why I feel too much. I want to feel that feeling of being loved, being desired and beyond all the circumstantial feelings of this tryst between us, I want someone to look into the corneal... Continue Reading →
Feels of My Mind
You are as ordinary as any other person in your life is. Not that you own any superpower, but you just can't own a thing for a long period of time. And success is that which remains forever. Not that which is snatched away at death. Relentless, you think you are the only supreme being... Continue Reading →
Feels of My Unspoken Words
And as I grow old, I grow stronger each day. No matter how many times I see people with raised eyebrows, but I am never stopping doing what needs to be done until when I am satisfied with my perfection. Perfection is a moving target, I still believe in this fact. But, that doesn't assure... Continue Reading →
Andaaz e Bayaan #4. Uss roz jab uthega woh
Someone asked me, "How are you so romantic? You must have been in love for long and hard. Isn't it?" I smiled and said, "No, but I have been loved a lot. And for long and hard." I wrote this one imagining how a couple would be feeling on the day of their marriage. I... Continue Reading →
Andaaz e Bayaan #3 Shayad kho gaya haii
Shayad kho gaya ho apna rishta_par main hun Mujhe dhundh le koii_ main harr zarf e nazar mein hun Apne daaman ki roshni badhaane ke liye Ham ghairon ki hastiyaan jalaayein kyun Jab rooh na rahi toh jism taraashein kyun Ek dil hi toh haii_Koii aur samaaye kyun Hamko unse haii ummeed e wafaa kuchh... Continue Reading →
Feels of my Diary
The thing is that I get demented by the lies of people. I don't want people to sign into their accounts every day to read what I write. I don't want to impress people even. If you are nice to people, be it either through your actions or words, people will get impressed gradually. And... Continue Reading →
Andaaz e Bayaan #2 Chaandni chaand se nahin hoti
Chaandni chaand se nahin hoti Raat taaro_n ki nahin hoti Uth raha haii ye mu'aamla fir se Haii dhuaan aagh kyun nahin hoti Jal raha haii ye dil mera kab se Haii khabar roshni nahin hoti Hun main zinda mere naseebo_n se Kyun muhazzab saba nahin hoti Hain charaagha_n muhaal dil ko mere Shama... Continue Reading →
Andaaz e Bayaan #1 Meri rooh sehem si jaati haii
Its not about what I write. Its about the way I write. I think. I over think. Then, I write. Meri rooh sehem si jaati haii_Jab bhi teri yaad aaye Phir na shab guzre_Na chaen aaye Na neend aaye_Na maut aaye Seher se poochh lena_Haal e talaffuz tum mere Ham bin kahe_Sunte rahe Tum bin... Continue Reading →
Finding Verities: #3. Being Sad For No Reason?
*inspired post* I wanted to write upon 'being sad for no reason' but turned out the other way around. And before I begin, let me acknowledge, until you read the last word you won't be able to comprehend the truth of this blog post. Sometimes it happens that whatever you think of turns out to... Continue Reading →
Maqsad e Hayaat: #5. Mujhe apni i’naayat de
I wish I had good voice. I would have sung this Urdu poem as a Nasheed because I so much love it. All the way I kept humming in my mind the rhythm of this poem if it were. May be, one day I'll try. But, sad. Anyway. Here's the last one of this series.... Continue Reading →
Lucid Deliberations: #5. Interpretations matter more than misinterpretations.
Inspired by a fellow wordpress blogger. ★inspired post★ I once wrote this: "It's not about the way I look. Its all about the way, I look." By the time of posting it I only had four interpretations inveterately navigating through my brain. Putting some more effort after being hinted, I tried knacking and finally explicated... Continue Reading →